School Escapades:p

I really had a great day today:p Lots of surprises had welcomed me into a new world of fantasy:p Since yesterday i was really happy although i got a little depressed because the rens look alike had a new haircut that makes him a little bit different from rens, but the way he act and his body still is a resemblance of RENS. anyway, i got a new crush i still dont know his name but he's an Engineering Student also. He once talked to me and told jokes:p I cant keep him out of my mind:p He's Cute and Genius:p So much for that, i want to hug Rens kanina when i saw him sa my IT dept:p Medyo napansin ko na may pilay siya at may black-eye. I dont know what happened to him:p But i really missed the foolishness memories of Rens that would always make him warfreak:p Im not saying that Rens the second was but i just missed Rens on how he react with his enemies:p woa:p I missed the Boiledeggs barkada so much:p But I super missed RENS:p

I got a new song from EYES SET TO KILL:P
here it is:p



Reach--
Hush, don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for.
It hurts to reach you when I’m down,
Don’t speak again; I'm still waiting for my turn
It hurts to reach you when I’m down

My dreams are growing into
Frustrations when I hear your voice
(Feeding me till I’m choking)
(Feeding me till I’m choking)
My ears are ringing louder
Repeating words that bring me down
(Ringing, my ears are bleeding)
(Ringing, my ears are bleeding)

So hold your breath and spare me
The pointless conversation, I’m running out of patience
Don’t blame me for trying to (reach)

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for
It hurts to reach you when I’m down
Don’t speak again; I’m still waiting for my turn
It hurts to reach you when I’m down

As you are moving forward
I feel as if I can't catch up
(Trying so hard to reach you)
(Trying so hard to reach you)
I’m stuck here at the bottom
You’re too high up to come back down
(Trying so hard to reach you)
(Trying so hard to reach you)


So hold your breath and spare me
(The pointless conversation, I’m running out of patience)
Don’t blame me for trying to (reach)

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for
It hurts to reach you when I’m down
Don’t speak again; I’m still waiting for my turn
It hurts to reach you when I’m down

Silence your harsh words my dear
My ears are ringing of this
I can't stop thinking of it
(I try to reach you but I fall)

Silence your harsh words my dear
My ears are ringing of this
I can't stop thinking of it

Silence your harsh words my dear
My ears are ringing of this
I can't stop thinking of it

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for
It hurts to reach you when I’m (down)
Don’t speak again; I’m still waiting for my turn
It hurts to reach you when I’m (down)

Wake Up. I Love this Song:p Reminds Me of a Friend Far Away:p

Yes, Finally im home, school really makes me so stressed! i really had hard time finding my rooms and subjects. so hard to be an IRREGULAR STUDENT. wee, but im loving BS CIVIL ENGINEERING much:p i was really happy and there's a KILIG FACTOR when RLM smiled at me. What a Day! I never saw RENS(resemblace of Rens) this day. That was a bit lonely, but im pretty sure i could see him tomorrow. Honestly, I've missed him. Here's a song i really love:p I know this since before but this was the time when i fully appreciated it:p Elder Paco really loves this song from Coheed And Cambria:p


Wake Up

I'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window

I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I love you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this I pray to you wherever

I'll do anything for you
This story is for you
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you)
I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I loved you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Wh-Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.

Half- Crazy:p Wishing for a FLASHBACK:p

How i wish, things will be back on what they are:p
i just missed them a lot:p
High School Craze:p
I cant stay any longer being just like this:p
my life was a riddle already.
I cant understand myself and either way i dint know what i really feel.
i know i was supposed to be happy with my life, but i cant find any reason to be.
I never had any source of happiness except for my lifetime barkadas ofcourse.
woa, since the time that i had saw him as a resemblance of my late bestfriend Rens, i cant get him off of my mind:p
i really wanted to be friends with him. But i think that would be impossible.
I may be weird but i am very eager to know such details as what was his name? From where he is? and so much more. The first time i saw him, his id lace was UNIVERSITY OF LASALLETE. Maybe, he had just transferred. Well, he really look like Rens in many aspect.

oh my:p my eyes are already upset for the things which happens always. I Miss Him!
Got to say goodbye first.
Tomorrow is Father's Day.
So, Happy Father's Day to all DADS! especially my DAD.
Well, I missed L****, i usually call him DADDY:p
just crossed on my mind:p
I heard some news about him yesterday, he's getting close to the church again. well i hope he'll stay forever there:p
and i really hope that his desire to go on a mission will be rejuvenated:p

Toodles! :p

si RENS sa katauhan ng iba:p

OMG! ~~ i got shock when i saw him as he walk through their room, he's about 6 feet tall, emo hair, his handkerchief on his hands blocking the heat of the sun and a handbag hanging on his shoulder. I saw a man who looks like my BESTFRIEND. when he passed by, i dont know what's in my mind but i know for sure the last word that i uttered was his name. I was out of my mind when his name came out from my mouth. It seemed to be he's back again. He was reincarnated. I dont know what i really feel, but i'm really happy that i met this man eventhough i dont know his name, i know within myself i want him to be my bestfriend too, as RENS was. It sounds weird but when im staring at him, all i could remember is RENS was really like him. His thoughts, his lifestyle, the things he wants, the way he smile, his looks, even his gestures he's almost the same as RENS! My heart dwindles in happiness whenever i saw him, i got speechless and nervous. LAhat ng gusto nya, parang si RENS talaga! Asusual DOTA padin yung talagang nagconnect sa kanila at ang emo nyang buhok. :p Oh My! What a Feeling! Grabe talaga:p Gusto ko siyang maging FRIEND! dahil sa kanya nabuhay ulet yung feeling ko na magiging masaya parin ako.

JUNE 15, 2010 approximately 4:00 in the afternoon that was the time when i saw another RENS in my life:p

I missed him MUCH:p
Wherever you are, i know you are happy:p
BORDX, you'll always be my bestfriend:p