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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

when VaniTy strikEs


IM TOO TIRED Of WritiNg.

i have lots oF magnum opUs but mY life seems in soMe kiNd of TurmoiL.

i wiSh there woUlD be someOne hu wiLL love me forever.

someoNe whoM i will share my life with.

donT i deserVe tO be loved?

i reallY wiSh that someday he wiLl Lovew me too,,

the waY i loVe him.

im too tired oF waiting mad hoping.

i want to abdicate all the pains in my heaRt,

how loNg wiLL i stiLL feel the pain.

VANITY.

VANITY.

VANITY.

i hate myselF today. and maybe it wiLL last till the end iF i woNt be giVeN the cHnacE to be loved.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

SPIR MESSENGER. vol.1





Finally, after reaching out number of institute students, this is it. Although, lageng postponed blessing indisguise coz we really had fun and at the same time successful ang makapanosebleed na pagpreprepare. Nagkaroon man ng mga conflicts, We therefore conclude na everybody enjoyed the planned activity.
PIZZA DAY,As a matter of fact, madame ang hiningal sa kakatawa. Madame ang hindi nakahinga sa sobrang kabusugan. But its not the food itself ang nagfeed sa bawat isa but the very inspiring message Pres. Barrientos delivered in his opening remarks. For all ages tlaga.LOLx. His striking questions made every single adult think think and think. If you are an RM and Jesus Christ will ask you to be married in the temple tomorrow,are you ready? If you are a sister RM and the same thing will be ask to you, are you ready too? If you are in the age of a missionary and JesusChrist will ask you to go in the field, are you ready? Obviously, are you ready? Kaya lesson number 1. There is no time for us to wait only to prepare. Ituloy ang kasiyahan.Lets proceed and dumako na sa mga games.Capture the Flag na sa pandinig ni ate melba ay scripture mastery card.ang layo naman dbah? Simulan na ang gera. The group were divided into two. Oh noh umpisa palang toh nagpapasiklaban na sila ng mga talent nila. Etong si Sheila may balak pa yatang magintermission. Abah hindi nagpahuli si Editha from Rizal ward,nakitumbling din. Pero itong si Sheila may mga tumbling tumbling teknik,,have you notice na hindi nya tinanggal ang kamay nya sa baba nya? Dnagerous ka din ba friend? But she really taught us a lesson. “hindi lahat ng tumatalbog BOLA”-Sheila. Talagang walang patid na halakhak, makalaglag na bagang na sigawan. All were very excited kung sino ang mananalo? But You know why they are smiling at all? Kasi daw baka may magstolen shot dbah? May application na ng sinabi ni Pres. BE READY. Hehe. Dameng funny moments captured by the cam. Flash-Flash-Flash,pangfriendster.yahoo yahoo yahoo. Make sense. Sayang wala ang paboritong laro ng masa. Agawan ng buko ni Watha. Nakalimutan kasing bumili ng buko ni watha,out of stock,,but check out the next activity.hehe.. to be featured again. Next game—You drive me crazy- ang laro ng mga crazy..hephep—Being Crazy is genius..ohoho..ditong madameng lesson na natutunan.you must follow your teammates not your mind alone dahil may kasabihang NEVERMIND. And so much for that my dearest readers. Dito natest ang ability nila sa pagfollow ng mga instruction thru pakiramdam.. Parang sa ating buhay,we follow the promptings of the Holy Ghost. Mga teamleaders nakablindfold pa. that’s the spirit. Who among them will drive us crazy?
After a long serenading fun, we have to put some endings, so till next time but ofcourse hindi lahat dun naglalast ang lahat, may part II pa pla ang picture takings. So far so near.,haha busy tables, busy sidewalks, and ofcourse busy cameras flashing all the way. . . So we’ll gonna miss this..

aNd in the oTher hand,

oFcourse,DIFFUN,CORDON,CABBAROGUIS, and MADDELA also had their institute activity, GAMOT SA PUSO? MERON KA? Everybody prepared for the upcoming activity. Including IRAC,sa mga meetings palang they make sure that the said activity will be successful. Kaya nga naimbento ang bagong resipi eh.EL BAKAALA RAFFY..On their way papuntang Diffun chapel, nagsimula na ang kasiyahan. There are some na naguusap about their high school life,some are bluffing each other,and of course,,laugh and laugh,. Dangerous danger0us.. then here we go we started the activity,,makabagbag-damdaming kanta ni WATHA,,call im hungry,,supposed to be call im angry. At syempre mawawala ba naman ang message ni Pres. Barrientos? We have to grab every opportunity along our way especially the opporuntiy na makapag-aral,we have to love kung ano man ang meron sa atin. Pres. Barrientos taught us to be more obedient and ofcourse to set goals. Sobrang inspired tlaga ang mga leaders natin. The game started spin the bottle, madameng nagging masaya sa larong ito at madameng secrets na naispill.. so happy to hear their opinions and comments. And to sum it all,sabi ni pers. Mahirap daw to get into relationship na malayo because of some catastrophes and dilemmas.hehe. may kasabihan ngang karuba first before others. Kung wala pa,karuba ward,kung wala pa din,karuba stake, dbah?hehe.. madameng natuwa at nainspired..next game,,sabeh ko nga kanina meron na ang paboritong laro ng masa,, ang agawan ng buko ni watha. Grabe ang saya,,si Ian eyeshield..tawanan dito,tawanan don. Sigawan to the max. at susunod,eggrelay.kakaiba eto,hindi gumagamit ng spoon but rather mga parts ng face..ilong,baba,pisngi,tenga atbp. Madameng nabasag na itlog at isa na ako sa mga nakabasag nun..masaya tlga,,lahat nag-enjoy,,and in the end of the day.. they concluded.. many LESSON LEARNED..kainan moments..bye bye moments.. till next time..

LiVing like a pRinCess.

this is how i feel..
whenever she's not here,,
whenever i wasnt compared wiTh her.
but theN i becAm unTitlEd prinCess wheneVer her presence exist.

maybe im no better than she is,
i admit something that nobody realizes.
im worse sinCe i prefer to be diFfereNt.

JarEd cOnqUered mY heart.


He really is mY pRinCe.

and i am hiS pRiNcess.

i do loVe hiM.

and i wiLL always be.

i reallYT fouNd ouT something in myselF today.im falling inlove for someOne whoM i doNt knoW iF iLL be lOve back in retuRn. the tiMe he asked mE to Dance , he alReaDy stole my heart, from his gLances i reaLLy fall inlove with him. but he do always have the reasoN that iM tOO young., i cant get him oFF . what am i going to do? im craziLy loving him, i want him to appreciate what i really feeL. i do loVe hiM,. JARED..

can i keep him forever. or i need tO let him gO, coz maybe we are noT meant to be? wacha tink?