Goodbye MarkRens:] The hardest thing to do:[

Our Foundation Day:]




This is our picture weeks before graduation. This is our last Picture before we graduate.


This is our Class photo. Before our Retreat:] Im missing them . especially him:[




Since Rens had just passed away few weeks ago. Im going to pay him some tribute:]
I really cant believe that he's gone.
Some things abruptly come into my mind.
I can still remember how everything started.
When i saw him when he first enter INFANT JESUS MONTESSORI SCHOOL.
Third year:] He's a fidelitinian.
As time goes by, i come to know him better. especially when we aere in our 4th year in high school. we were both INTEG:] When he called me 'MECHADO' because puy keeps on calling me mechado burger. Everytime we were at the canteen. When he have to cheat at my own quizzes and exams:] im doing his projects for his grade's sake. The thing i wont forget was when he's teaching me songs:[ especially EMO'ness! haha.i will miss it:] i will miss him:] When he shares his problem to me. When he reminds me to be good and just go on with with life even though im so down.
these are just some of the things i would never ever forget.
the last thing he ask me was his song which i was not able to give,
but by my next entry. i will.

i will miss rens.
i will miss bordx:]



I Love You Goodbye – Nina Music Code

Eto ung last pics na nakita kita;]]














Here's a song for him:[

I Love You Goodbye

Wish i could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish i could say to you

That i’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something i can’t do

Oh i could say that i’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know i’d only hurt you
I know i’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can find some way to understand i’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart i know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that i could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh i could say that i’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know i’d only hurt you
I know i’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as i love you

Oh i don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But i’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye

i had looked back:]]

you are the one:]]
just want to put something here.
its been a month already since i have my last entry.
i have lots of stories to tell. but i'm running out of time.
so, maybe ill just let it to be continued next time.
i am really happy:]] but not at home. definitely, there's something 'no good' there..
school is so good to me:]] i have more time with my 'college friends' than with non-sense tambay anywhere:]] i think it would definitely be fine:]] FOR ME. and for US! well, since im not yet that so busy, here's some of my happy moments the past few days.
JAja had celebrated her 18th birthday already. and guess who i have seen at the party? JAWI! oww! I Dont know whats the appropriate reaction for that scenario, but i had really realized that he still have place here: <3. get it? almost the whole barkada was there except for ABi and NOna. ofcourse, they were not able to be here. they have classes. remember! Denise, Irene, Faye, Joan, Bryan, PAtrick, Jherrix were all there. and we have lots of serenading kwentuhans and asarans. aside from being 'emo-ahead' i have to make myself busy chatting with my high school batchmates. they were all teasing me because nothing has changed. i havent loose weight, either, i gained a lot.. woa! aside from taking pictures! we talked and talked about our past years at montessori. well, we were all begging for a 'rewind'. ifever it could be:]] haha! that would be a lot happier.

ok.. i think i have to end it for a while. and ill have it to be continued some other time, including our photos:]]

ADIEU!

Janelle's 18th Birthday:]