On The Edge. [august 23,09. 10:55- 11:05 am]

On The Edge
-Hannah Gracey S. Mesde

Life is not fine.
Life is the pits.
Do you still love me as you did?
The night, The stars sang to the ocean and my heart swelled like the tide
I cant do anything right
Dont get me wrong.
I love being back together with you.
Its just that our relationship takes a lot more work now than it used to.
Its amazing how much I think about you
When were apart.
I was a million miles away.
I guess my distraction proves that i made the right choice.
I've never been so madly inlove.
And i cant get enough of it.
Why dont i get a turn? It would sure make life simplier.
Yesterday was one of the best days of my life.
Something horrible has happened.
Something even better has happened too.
I feel so terrible about you I had to admit it, but i still love you.
And it tears me apart to see myself lonely.
Even after all these years.
I know theres a special girl out there for you.
Sometimes I even wish it could be ME:[

I wrote this poem one sunday latemorning. I was a bit unwell that time/ I have nothing to do but to express my mood thru a poem. I'm with april(my churchfriend). we were at the palpit, i guess im not listening. its our sacrament meeting. Gosh. Had to repent. :[ i just want to release my real feeling that time and so i did this. I am supposed to leave all the dramas at home because its sunday, but i forgot to. XD. anyway, this poem is too ironic? got that idea. so complicated. like Me. i dont know if its right to mention all those words into this poem but i do. mmmm.
i just want to. and i have to. am sorry. gonna be right soon. i hope so.

i am really lovin GABRIELLE now.

yeee. wasnt able to:]]

DAUGHTER OF A KING
Do you wonder if He knows who you are?
Do you wonder if He knows the secret pleadings of your heart
He has numbered every sand of the sea
And he longs for you to know that He believes in you
Can you feel a quiet power from above?
Can you feel His strength surround you when your own is not enough?
He has blessed you with his spirit from on high
And He longs for you to know it lives inside of you
Oh, be true –
Daughter of a king,
the Father’s royalty
their to His divinity
He’s calling your name
to come and take your place before His throne
He has always known
what he created you to be
A daughter of a king
You hold the promises of all eternity
Rise to claim the noble birthright you were sent here to receive
He has loved you since you lived with Him before
Let Him lead you to the gifts He has in store for you
Oh, be true –
Daughter of a king,
the Father’s royalty
heir to His divinity
He’s calling your name
to come and take your place before His throne
He has always known
what he created you to be
Father’s royalty
heirs to His divinity
He’s calling our names
to come and take our place before His throne
He has always known
what He created us to be





STAND IN THE LIGHT
I feel the chill
When the shadows grown still
And I standing too close to the edge
But nothing to ground me
The world swirls around me
Im lost in the mist of despair
I need to run to the light of the sun
Till the warmth of its rays on my face
I need to walk with my feet on the rock
And my heart lifted up in his grace

**I will stand in the light
Look to the dawn as it breaks through the night
With courage and strength
I will stand in my place
With the flame of my faith burning bright
I will stand in the light
Hold up the truth
And stand for the right
I can reach so much higher
Im filled with this fire
When I stand, Stand in the light

Steady and still light like a light on a hill.
It shines for the whole world to see
Chasing the dark washing over my heart
Changing what I want to beat
I feel a brook flooding into my soul
Its river of truth falls through me
Filling me up with conviction enough
To live what I truly believe

**, **

eto. eto na tlaga un.
para kanino ba to?
anyway.
ewan ko ba.
ambaet ko kase.
antagal nya na tong hinihiling ee.
haha.
ngayon ko lang tatapusin.
oh eto na.

siya si MARK JOHN RENDON.
>>know him?
ayan siya.
he is from Taytay Stake, TAytay 2nd ward.
He loves to draw, play basketball and table tennis, online games (DOTA). He is now 19 years old.
He will soon be serving at PHILIPPINES DAVAO MISSION.

ganito kasi yan.
dito talaga nagsimula yan.
panu ko siya nakilala?
pasensya na. pero talagang aaminin ko na ang totoo.
LOLXD.
nakilala ko siya dahil kay JOY.
crush nya daw date. aun. peace:]
tapos. nakachat.
comment sa FS.
at ang lageng dahilan pag nawawala.
"wait lang. dota muna ako"
oh dbah. ang clear ng memory ko.
binalak ko mang hagilapin ang unang unang comment nya saken.
sinawing -palad ako.XD
at nang biglang tuluyan ng nawala ang connection namin.
haha. hanggang offline messages nalang sa YM.


nang biglang may natanggap akong GM.
nilalaman nun ang number nya. ahaha.
ung pagwelcum sa kanya.
MJ from Taytay stake.
aun.
biglang naalala ng instinct ko.
siya nga un. oo siya nga tlaga.
hindi nya pa nga alam na ako pala un.
haha.
najah pa kase ang pangalan ko noon.
haha. aun. ngayon, nagevolve na ako. hannah gracey na.
yan. teka. hindi ito tungkol saken kaya wag akong umeksena.
haha. para kay MJ to.
kay kumpadre.


eto nalang:

makulet.
mabaet.
malupet.
matipid.
mapaet.
mapayet.
tageleyd.
haha. adeek. nagaya ko tuloy. joke lang yan. eto tlaga.

siya ay isang nilalang sa panahon natin ngayon upang maging ELDER RENDON.
oh yan. matino yan ah.
eto pa. siya ay mahilig magpasabog ng inbox. gm ng gm.
adeek. siya ang ang ninong ng mga anak ko. (aangaL?)
mahilig siya sa MUSIC. eto evidence.
pero sa pagkakaalam ko bokalista siya. props lang yang electric guitar jan. hehe. joke.



eto pa. he is a visionary man. aun.
kunware lang. joke. haha.
yan ang lupain nya. ang lupang pinako ni MJ.
haha. he wont stop till it is clean. kumpadreng mj. simulan mu ng damuhan yan. wag ka ng magpose jan.

may future din siya sa pagiging model.
look at this:yan ung audition ng mukhasim. LOLxD. yan ang sideline nya nuun para makaipon pangmission nya. joke.haha. sorry naman. napulot ko lang ang photo na yan. hehe.



matulunging bata talaga si MJ.
patunay lang. isa siya sa promotor ng MORMON HELPING HANDS
ansipag nya no. pero nung dumating siya sa destinasyon niya, ubos na yung saging.hehe.
"mj, san mo dinala? haha"


anu pa ba?
bukod sa mga kaeklavuhan na sinabe ko?
haha.
aun.
eto nalang pala.


minsan palang ako nagtampo sa mokong na to.
remember when? nung sabi nya ang bitter ko daw. haha.
un.
pero kinalimutan ko na un. bleeeeeh. haha.
dahil lang naman sa gm un.
hehe. genun. adeek.

meron pa, siya ay madaling maniwala saken.
haha. nabiktima ko na yan.
akalain mo yun?
naniwala agad siya na ikakasal na talaga ako.
with full regards pa sa future family ko.
hehe.
kaya nga siya na ang ninong ng mga anak ko ee.


lastly, nais kong magpasalamat sa pagflood mo ng comment sa akin nuun.
nakatulong yun upang marating ng comment box ko ang kalagayan nya ngayon. hahaha. adeeek. naalala mo nagpapaturo ka saken magblog.
oh eto, sinimulan ko na.
ituloy mo to ha.
dito nagtatapos ang BLOG entry na to. aun.
TACK:]
much care viewers.
Muchos Gracias.:]


-HannahGraceySorianoMesde