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Monday, August 31, 2009

On The Edge. [august 23,09. 10:55- 11:05 am]


On The Edge
-Hannah Gracey S. Mesde



Life is not fine.
Life is the pits.
Do you still love me as you did?
The night, The stars sang to the ocean and my heart swelled like the tide
I cant do anything right
Dont get me wrong.
I love being back together with you.

Its just that our relationship takes a lot more work now than it used to.
Its amazing how much I think about you

When were apart.
I was a million miles away.

I guess my distraction proves that i made the right choice.

I've never been so madly inlove.
And i cant get enough of it.
Why dont i get a turn? It would sure make life simplier.
Yesterday was one of the best days of my life.

Something horrible has happened.
Something even better has happened too.

I feel so terrible about you
I had to admit it, but i still love you.
And it tears me apart to see myself lonely.

Even after all these years.
I know theres a special girl out there for you.

Sometimes I even wish it could be ME:[




I wrote this poem one sunday latemorning. I was a bit unwell that time/ I have nothing to do but to express my mood thru a poem. I'm with april(my churchfriend). we were at the palpit, i guess im not listening. its our sacrament meeting. Gosh. Had to repent. :[ i just want to release my real feeling that time and so i did this. I am supposed to leave all the dramas at home because its sunday, but i forgot to. XD. anyway, this poem is too ironic? got that idea. so complicated. like Me. i dont know if its right to mention all those words into this poem but i do. mmmm.
i just want to. and i have to. am sorry. gonna be right soon. i hope so.


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