A simple story of what i have experienced:)

I dont know why things happened to be so screwed:) haha.Things are so weird. Last Monday night, the other week, i dremt of a missionary (he was not assigned in our ward) he said to me "When i got home, im going to marry you". I dont know him, i dont even know his name, and i cant remember his face. One thing for sure, i havent met him yet. He was like 5'11, figure like a new zealander. I dont know. hahaha:) Last week was one of the crummiest week ever. loads of paperworks, tutorials and preparation for midterm exams. And the socials had just happened last thursday. It was cool, happy, but not that super great night. Haggard because of sleepless nights. :))
Honestly, i do missed all the people who made my highschool life definitely perfect:)

Last August 21, primary educational tour. a simple scene had captured my compassionate care for kids. There was this child (looks like 6-8 years old), he's walking along the streets and he's selling icecream on sticks. My heart aches for that scenario that he's suppose to be at their home, having some rest, or playing with his buds but there he was. I just cant imagine that, that young boy was spending his saturday on selling ice creams just to earn money. Ironically, the world or our government seemed to have and advocates 'Child's Rights', but how about him. As young as his age he knows how to work hard. Guilty rises through my veins that i don't even appreciate what i have now, i spend a lot of money on non-sense things, i dont work hard to get things that i wanted. But this young boy, he almost have all the difficulties which he was not supposed to have at his age. What he supposes to do is to be in school, write on his paper, listen to his teacher, play with his classmates. But there he was, loosing his voice just to have profit on selling, he never count his walk and never told himself "I'm Tired", instead he keep on shouting "icecream" on the streets. Where's his family? Why do he need to do that? There are unanswered questions but my heart cries because of his industriousness and endurance on life. A lesson learned for me, that i have to appreciate even the very little things that i have because not all people have the privilege to have it. I am more fortunate than them so i must be grateful. I was not able to caught him on cam, because the bus was so fast. but his picture carrying a box on his back full of icecream sticks and walking on the side of the street will always be present in my mind.

Dont have something to write:)

I've found him already on FACEBOOK:) im so happy:) really! i dont have classes this friday:) TIME to unwind:) haha! magulo padin ang utak ko:))

Eto ang bago kong nalaman na kanta:) kakaiyak. pero anganda talaga:)

Just know
We are
A spec
In time.

So follow your bliss
And destroy the beauty

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

I wanna die like Jim Morrison
A fucking rock star
I wanna die like God on the cover of time.
Just a blink and it's gone
So baby pour some fame in my glass.

So kill the forest
And destroy the beauty.

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

(Colors blind)
the eyes
(Sounds deafen)
the ear
(Flavors numb)
the taste
(Thoughts weaken)
the mind

I'll attack someone with a switchblade knife
So that I can see their pain
I choose to be a serial killer
'Cause the victims don't get any fame.

I'll lock myself alone in a room
Drink until the clock strikes noon
With just a pen, a pill, and some paper
And maybe I will write a sad song
Or another cliche poem
Of the person that I long to be

Just know we are a spec in time:))

Days are fast approaching:)) Headache:)

After a long time of drama:) eto ako ngayon, madrama padin:)
Tiresome and Exhausting Day:) Seemingly, Tortured yata ang utak ko, especially on TRIGO:) For the past few days that i wasnt able to post my entry here, i have lots of memories:) Well, im just wondering why KUYA BLUE called me 'GRACE'. I was really wondering why:) Nobody calls me that way:) yes, i know my name was HANNAH GRACE, but i cant just think that he'll call me GRACE. And he's looking for someone whose name is MARICAR. I dont know anyone whose name is Maricar:)0 Weird:) Really Weird:)) But, For CL:) he passed by my side last tuesday:) Super Bango nya talaga. Naalala ko tuloy si Rens. How Sad. He reminds me of everything about Rens:) Hays, sice Rens birthday had passed already paranoid padin ako. Hoping that i could visit him on his tomb. I dremt of him last Monday night, i was looking for him over mountains. i dont know why. Hays, too sad i cant get him off:0 Well, CL:), he was on my dream also last tuesday night, he seemed to be so closed to me:)) We were talking about DOTA:) hais, just a while back on the IICT, i got shock because he's looking at me, he was adjacent to my window:) I think Im too weird about being so crazy of him. Whatever:)

When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there. Super nakakaiyak talaga:)) i know i cant make things back right now:)) Just how i wish i could:0

When you wake up each morning
And you feel like calling
I'll be there for you
When the road seems uncertain
And you can't stop the hurtin'
I'll be there for you

When there's no one beside you
I'll be there to guide you
Catch you each time you fall
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...

When the world's unkind
And your dreams, they need more time
I'll be there for you

If the rules they keep breaking
And the future is fading
I'll be there for you

The rainbow will end
In the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...

Who knows where we'll go
What will tomorrow bring
But we have each other, just hold on tight
We can take to the skies and fly...

I'll be there for you...
I'll be there for you...

The rainbow will end
In the palm of your hand
Don't ever let it go
When the stars won't shine anymore
I'll be there...

I'll be there

Super nalaulungkot ako sa kantang to:) hays.:)) Anyways, i missed posting my entry here:)) i got a busy schedule on doing my paperworks.