HeartBreaking News! MOVE-ON! :)

D'you know what's the Worst News all about? It's all about Ate Abish' Former Lover. HAHA. But actually, I shouldn't be using that expression HAHA. This is really a heartbreaking Entry for all who could relate their story with this. :) Just right after Ate Abish stepped down from the Tricycle, the first reaction that she had was a terrifying face. This is our Conversation.
Ate Abish: 'Gonna tell you something! Hindi ko alam kung matutuwa ka ba o malulungkot.'
ME: Ano yun ate?
Ate Abish: Mamaya nalang.
ME: Now na ate! Ano yun? Ikakasal ka na?
Ate Abish: HUHU!
ME: Hmmm.. :)
Ate Abish: Engaged na si BARRACK! BRR!

Nagulat ako at hindi ko alam kung ano nga ba dapat ang reaction ko. I know within Ate Abish' heart she's upset and she wanted to cry though she's wearing a smile. I tried to divert the conversation to other stories but I failed to. At the ERC, I hurriedly ran to the Computer and turned it on.

Ate Abish: HUHUHU! Bakit siya?
ME: Ate, member ba?
Ate Abish: Malamang, Ewan ko. Parang Hawaiiana.
ME: Halla, pano mo nalaman? Ano bang nangyari?
AteAbish: nakita ko sa Flicker mga photos.
ME: hhmmm.. San te? Gusto kong makita? (ng makilatis) HAHA!
Ate Abish: Wag na Hannah! Magugulat ka lang!
ME: Bakit?
Ate Abish: Nakakastressed!
ME: Tara na lang MCDO! kain tayo muna. Dun na tayo magEMOTE! nasstress ako!

You know what? i think the weather was also with us. The rain pours hard! Then, at the Mcdonalds we talked about what really had happened and opened our minds and mouths to come up with the realization that EX are all NOTHING! BITTERNESS nga ba ito? Oo nga siguro. Pero naiinis lang talaga ako.

We then realized what was the real reason why Barrack acts that way. I therefore conclude, he's not worth of ATE ABISH!

Ate Abish: Alam mo yung feeling ng... Ganito pala yun. Engaged na siya!
ME: Awch, te hindi ko talaga mafeel kasi di ko pa natry. Isa lang naman ibig sabihin nyan.
Ate Abish: Ano? Move-On!
ME: meron pa. sabi nga Birds with the same feathers are the same BIRDS! HAHAHA!

Dahil kami ay talagang stressed na! KUMAIN nalang ang REMEDY! :)
Napaorder tuloy ulit ako!

ME: Ate, Sundae pa saka Fries.
Ate ABish: Ikaw nalang.
ME: Ayaw mo na te?
Ate Abish: Busog na ako. Order ka na ah.
ME: Hay! Nasstressed talaga ako te dahil sa balita mo.
Ate Abish: Abah! mas stressed ka pa kaysa sa akin.
ME: eh pano naman kasi, nagulat ako. parang last week lang nakakausap ko siya at tumatawag sa phone. tapos ngayon engaed na! Feeling! HAHAHAHA.
Ate Abish: (Natawa nalang, pero sa totoo lang halatang nasasaktan)

pagkatapos ng kwentuhan, bumalik na kami sa ERC:)

Asusual, kwentuhan pa din. :))
Siya padin ang nasa usapan.
Para sa akin, Masama ang loob ko sa mga taong katulad ni Barrack. Napapaisip tuloy ako. Sigurado pag umuwi si E.BJL at sinabing ENGAGED na din siya, ABAh, Bonggang Bonggang PARANOID ako nun!

Bakit ba may mga tao pa kasing nilikha para magpumiling.
Pagkatapos ng pag-eemote, kailangan ko ng magprepare. I'll be working with the missionaries at 2:00. Ate Abish was very reluctant and she even tried to stop me and just be with her. But unfortunately, I left her with Sis. Garma at the ERC.

Just after I got back, she told me. 'HUHUHUHU! PACS!'
Then, I told her, Okay lang yan ate! Go lang! Blooming ka yata!
She then told me, 'Abah kailangan kong maging BLOOMING!
Sa isip isip ko, TAMA LANG NAMAN YUN! kaysa maging Gloomy! :)

To Ate Abish:
Okay lang yan ate. Now, we'll end to the thought that Golds are not meant for Graphites. Remeber, May goal tayo. If they dont Fit, try the other one. Kaya nga may ALPHABET eh. May Plan A- Z!

Cheer Up my PACS! We're on our way BACK to our FATHER ABOVE! :)

REVELATIONS and BLAST! :)

The past few weeks were really filled with new revelations and emotions spilled. Last week, November 17, 2010; we conducted again CAREER WORKSHOP with the going home missionaries. Nothing major had happened. It was cool but not as cool as before. J Anyway, I really got lots of issues and news on what’s happening on me right now. Remember E.M? I don’t know his thought on doing things like saying ‘Hi Ate’ even when I’m meters away. Also for the last two nights, E.S calls and talks with me for about an hour or two. I don’t know why. Last Monday, we had our Lunch at McDonalds, and guess who’s there? E.M. Ofcourse some ‘Hi’s and Handshakes’. Ate Abish told me that he’s staring at me even when he’s talking with her. He was trying to catch my attention. Ano na ba talaga ang nangyayari sa akin? Paranoid na din ako. Feeling ko pag magriring ang Cellphone ko, si E.S ang tatawag. HAHAHA! Anyway, I and Ate Abish just had the worst news ever a while back. But I’m going to elaborate it on my next entry. L It’s something like BITTERNESS! HATRED! And EVERYTHING! P.S, Still I got no updates with FOLLOWER! Hey, Ask me OUT! HAHAHA!

SCREWED PAGES!

November 8, 2010

Am I really fine? Hays, well I’m not. I don’t know why. I got lots of Why and How? Scribbled ideas and emotions over my head. I got a little conversation with my ex-boyfriend just a while back. I was just encouraging him to go on a mission. I don’t know why? I’m over him. It was just I want him to be closer to the gospel again. T.T I think I’m having LSS right now. Brrr! Anyway, Im waiting for him to go ONLINE since the morning came. Sad, He’s not on the line still. I just missed him a lot. I’m listening to Mariah Carey’s One Sweet Day. Do I still have regrets of not telling him what I really feel? Everything about us is over. I’ve moved on. When will be that one sweet day? I’d lost along the way. Really, I am. Too Sad but really true. I’m alone here at home bored of playing Plants Vs. Zombies. Two days ago when my bag was snatched. Luckily I have my phone and wallet at my pocket.

My bag’s content –

Journal(The HardCopy of my Life. T.T),

My Binder(where my pictures are clipped,my letters and classcards),

The Notebook-NovelBook(I’m not yet done reading it),

Shades(from Paris),

My Favorite Shirt,

3 I.D’s (HighSchool ID, MassCom ID, and my Pub Admin ID),

My cellphone’s charger and just a little number of coins.

I was really disappointed at the thought that I lost my JOURNAL and my ID’s. November 6, 2010 was really a BAD DAY to me. Aside from my bag was snatched I also received a nerve-breaking news from my classmate. I failed on one of my Major Subjects. Well, I’m already expecting it. T.T

I don’t want to elaborate it. HAHA! Lesson learned, when you feel like don’t bringing your favorite stuffs, DON’T! Cause you might regret after. So, I wont bring you anywhere. Okay, I think this is enough! Take Care!

November! Celebrating Halloween at The Memorial Park. :)

Happy Halloween! My eyes are infected with a virus called ‘AGONY’. HAHA! I got a sored EYE! Only one. T.T Welcome Welcome November! I went to Santiago Memorial Park, 2:00 in the afternoon. It’s raining so I do nothing there except for eating and eating. I got a little time bonding with my Tito’s, Tita’s and cousins. My friend Crichelle asked me to joined her on the party late at night. So, I decided to go also. I also invited Ate Abish to go and watched the Nginiiig Party. You know what happened? At the entrance gate was really a horrifying scenario, the rain pours so hard and there were lots of people on the line. So, I and ate abish decided to stay at the near building. So we stayed at Jolibee. We sitted for an hour, and when we are in the counter for our orders we got disappointed when the crew said ‘Goodevening Maam, these are the available orders’. To our shock, Ate said, ‘Hays! Walang Fries? Mcdo nalang’. HAHA! We were really laughing at ourselves. We love McDonalds and yet at the very first we haven’t take much effort to go there. (It’s also because Mcdonalds was a kilometer away from the Coliseum and it’s raining) I was wearing my shades even when it’s raining. Well my eyes are not in a good and pretty condition. T.T We went to McDonalds and ofcourse Mcdonalds had witnessed again our heartaches! Hmmm. HAHA! We went back again to the Coliseum to picked my siblings and be at home before 12mn. Well, they were on the other Jollibee Branch so we went there. The same feeling came again, the feeling of wanting to turn your head 180 degrees. But, I was very reluctant to do it, I don’t want him to see as I go far away from him. T.T When I got home, I got a very relaxing sleep. It’s because I saw him.