Para sa isang kaibigan na NAWALA:(

Its been weeks almost since my last entry. hai:)) I dont know what i really feel:)) Mixed emotions ba? haha:)) I am currently listening to the song WERE SO FARAWAY:)) Freak-Out ba:)) Naalala ko talaga siya. Siya lang naman yung taong alam kong malaki ang epekto sa BUHAY ko:)) PArang feeling ko talaga icant live without him, though hindi naman gnun kacolorful yung naging buhay naming dalawa. nalulungkot ako dahil hindi ko alam kung saan ko ilulugar ang sarili ko. I mean, its been years na diun since tinawag namin ang isa't- isa na BORDX:p yan ang bagay na talagang kinalulungkot. Hindi ko alam kung He worth everything of this and so with me. Dapat din ba na ganito ako mag-react. hahaii:(( Umpisa palang ng kanta hindi ko na mapigilang malungkot at umiyak. the night really had swept us away, naicoconnect ko lahat sa kantang ito. RENS! Miss na Miss na kita. madaming bagay ang hindi ko makalimutan sayo. High School Years was the Greatest dahil na din naging parte ka nun:(( Nung una paman kitang makita sa corridor ng 3rd Year may iba na talaga:( I dont even think so. Di ko man inakala na kahit papanu magiging close tayo:(( Pag ginagawan kita ng quiz, ng seatwork at lalo na sa pagsulat ng Sulatin at Formal Theme. Yung mga seatwork kay Teacher Mila na parehas tayo ng Binder, Actually iisa yung Binder natin dahil hindi ka nagdadala ng notebook mo. Yung Analytic na halos dumugo ang ilong ko na sumagot para lang masabing may seatwork tayo kay Sir Roland. Madami pang bagay na talaga hindi ko makakalimutan dahil sadyang nakatatak na lahat yun sa puso at utak ko. Sa dami ng kwento mo tungkol sa mga problema mo, sa mga naging Girlfriend mo at Mga Girlfriend mo:(( nakakamiss na wala ng Bordx na magGuGudMorning at MagGudnight kahit madaling Araw na. Wala na ding magpipilit sa kin na gumawa pa ng madaming kanta para sa banda. Ang OA man para sa iba na ganito ako magreact, kaya ko pading panindigan. Hindi lang naman dahil Bordx ang turing ko sayo kundi dahil talagang parte ka na ng buhay ko. Sobrang nalulungkot ako dahil alam kong tapos na ang lahat at alam kong wala ng RENS pa na pwede kong tawagin na BORDX. nakakahiya mang isipin pero habang tinatype ko ito, talagang ang luha ko ay hindi ko mapigilan. hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin ko. naiinggit ako sa mga taong nakasama mo at nagawa nila lahat para sayo. Nangungulila silang lahata sa pgkawala mo. Gusto ko lang malaman mo na nasan ka man, hindi man nawakasan ng maayos ang pagsasamahan natin dahil sa tampuhan na hindi naayos, alam kong kahit papanu may mga bagay padin na dapat kong maalala at pasalamatan ka na binigyan mo din ng ibang idea ang buhay ko.

Eto Yung kanta ko:((

Remembering, everything,
about my world and when you came.
Wondering, the change you’d bring,
means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know, what you were doing, did you know.
Did you know how you would move me well,
I don’t really think so.
but the night came down and swept us away.
and the stars they seemed,
to paint the most elaborate scene today.

How could we know? that song, this show,
we'd learn so much about ourselves.
From Toledo, to Tokyo,
the words were scribed on every page,
and now there’s books up on our shelves.
Did you know how you would move us, did you know?
When the lights first came upon us,
and we saw The Everglow.
and the moment's magic swept us away.
and the young mans dream was almost seen so plain.

When was the night
that showed us the sign?
Revealed in the sky, to leave all behind.
But where to begin? throwing caution to the wind,
We reached for the stars, everything was now ours.

Did you know how you would move me, did you know?
Did you know how you would move me?
well, I don’t even think so.
but the moment's magic swept us away.
and it’s so close, but we’re so far away.
It’s so close, but we’re so far away.



I MISS YOU MUCH:((