Goodbye MarkRens:] The hardest thing to do:[

Our Foundation Day:]




This is our picture weeks before graduation. This is our last Picture before we graduate.


This is our Class photo. Before our Retreat:] Im missing them . especially him:[




Since Rens had just passed away few weeks ago. Im going to pay him some tribute:]
I really cant believe that he's gone.
Some things abruptly come into my mind.
I can still remember how everything started.
When i saw him when he first enter INFANT JESUS MONTESSORI SCHOOL.
Third year:] He's a fidelitinian.
As time goes by, i come to know him better. especially when we aere in our 4th year in high school. we were both INTEG:] When he called me 'MECHADO' because puy keeps on calling me mechado burger. Everytime we were at the canteen. When he have to cheat at my own quizzes and exams:] im doing his projects for his grade's sake. The thing i wont forget was when he's teaching me songs:[ especially EMO'ness! haha.i will miss it:] i will miss him:] When he shares his problem to me. When he reminds me to be good and just go on with with life even though im so down.
these are just some of the things i would never ever forget.
the last thing he ask me was his song which i was not able to give,
but by my next entry. i will.

i will miss rens.
i will miss bordx:]



I Love You Goodbye – Nina Music Code

Eto ung last pics na nakita kita;]]














Here's a song for him:[

I Love You Goodbye

Wish i could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish i could say to you

That i’ll always stay with you
But baby that’s not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that’s something i can’t do

Oh i could say that i’ll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know i’d only hurt you
I know i’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

I hope someday you can find some way to understand i’m only doing this for you
I don’t really wanna go
But deep in my heart i know this is the kindest thing to do
You’ll find someone who’ll be the one that i could never be
Who’ll give you something better
Than the love you’ll find with me
Oh i could say that i’ll be all you need
But that would be a crime
I know i’d only hurt you
I know i’d only make you cry
I’m not the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as i love you

Oh i don’t wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But i’ll never be the one you’re needing
I love you, goodbye

Baby, its never ganna work out
I love you, goodbye