Mine is a different story. It isn't just a common story. Not about to End because mine is an unending Legacy. A second to none individual is still reigning. Now and Forever. I never got much out of this life, Never saw myself in someone's eyes until this day. Never had the things I really wanted, Never had the things that people flaunted Until this day with you I know this is the best thing for me, the best thing for me:]
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Friday, January 1, 2010
My Birthday on Facebook:] APRIL 19, 2010
Leandro Sobredo Happy Birthday!
Moc Layugan BDAY moh????asan ung handa mo patikem aq...:")
Pia Troncoso hapi burthday!
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
BoiledEggs! im happier even! December 29, 2009
well, since this is my first entry on this month,. and seems it would be the last, im going to tell you what had happened last night. we just have our overnight hang-out. and infact the greatest and happiest hang-out i've ever had this year. though Nona wasn't present, we make sure we'll still enjoy the night merrier even. 5:00 pm is our call time. but as barkadas we're so much pardonable for beating the time. beating in such we came late. hoho!Countryfarm here we go. we just have lots of chit-chats and forever unending story about our own experiences of our college life. some were just flashbacks of our high school barkada. thats the thing we would not forget everytime we'll come to meet each other. who's to forget the BOILEDEGGS! my gosh. we got to swim 8 in the evening. we are actually enjoying the night taking pictures, playing tagu-taguan and asaran factors when paula received a call from her mom telling her to go home already, but the fun doesnt end there. we've got to take her home, then the fun must go on. Since liezl havent taken his dinner yet, we got to remember to eat again and again. we ate pancit and fishball. but kind of a different pancit, it was something very refreshing. XD. we all feel at home at the restaurant so just keep talking and talking around. while waiting for the food we got to reminisce jaja's fairytale with aulbert, our recent activities at school and even our ex-teachers at montessori. then, liezl have to go home already. so bye bye. jaja, abby, enchang and me will still have each other, we got back to our room. showertime. then, we played BLUFF! well, almost perfect, then we also played pusoy dos in which i lose. haha! then still have lots of stories. its already 12 and our energy is still high. we just eat. andameng foods ee! well, goodluck to jaja's diet routine. we watched a movie and eat all around. hoho! then they shared horror stories that made me think someone is beside my bed, hoeee!3:00 am, and were still having or stories. waa. well, i really cant sleep but since they are all sleepy so i let them sleep. i was just thinking of something. Our barkada that had just started from a merienda at the foodcourt and now were almost 4 years, how long will still it be. hope till forever. i was really happy and we were still thinking about nona's reason why she was not around. really this night is such a perfect bliss!



































Monday, November 16, 2009
I am a Daughter Of Our Heavenly Father
I came from a big number of family. We were seven. I have two older brother and sister, and four younger ones. I am the third daughter. I grew up in a world where for me it is almost perfect. My perspective changed, my point of views also. There were this times that I am terribly looking for the real me. Since I am the organization of Young Women, I still have 2 sisters on the same org. Most of the time I am being compared to them and actually I am the least option when it comes to beauty or whatsoever. People around us would always prefer them. I maybe different from them in many ways. Im from a far of the world. I dress simple, I frown a little, I don’t even care about my looks. The real thing about me is I am almost satisfied of who I am. There were times that I really pay self-pity to myself and even lose myself in tears and deppression. I don’t even want someone to talk with. I hate myself whenever I am being compared to anybody else especially to my younger siblings. Maybe I am selfish, but I really don’t want to become a second choice or just a consolation. Im blaming myself for being who I am, sometimes I even think, why them? Why not me? Im following the standards of the church, I am even seeking the Lord’s kingdom first, I am trying to be an example to other Young Woman, why them? Why not me? There are also times that I get used to hurt myself and keep on telling myself that I am worthless. My eyes are opened and I have also seen that my parents would always opt them rather than me. I know, i fall short from their expectations, I know Im not perfect, and I don’t even know if im good or better. The most hard part of it is when sometimes people had actually misinterpret or misjudge me, or even when people would tell me, you don’t look like your sisters. I know they are prettier, gorgeous and glamorous. I can do nothing but to pray and lean on Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. I know I was formed from the image of God, so I don’t have to worry anything, the Lord loves me, although people see me on my weakest part, The Lord would always remain just and he would always see me as his perfect daughter.
In God's Perfect Time:]
Saturday Blast::]
I really had a great Saturday. I have done and accomplish something worthwhile. Maybe for some it is such a cliché but somehow for me it left a reason and a lesson to me:] when I was a child I always think that everything is perfect. I believe on a ‘once upon a time’ fairytale and a ‘happy ever after ending’. But as time goes by, I finally had seen what it really means to succeed, to achieve and to work-out for something that someday you and those people around you will be proud of what you are and who you are already. Although I was being compared with my younger siblings most of the time, I guess it has a reason. It’s hard for me to accept that I am just a second choice; I would always wish that I am the best. But I have to admit that I’m not perfect, I have weaknesses it’s for a cause, for my own good. For now, I want to spread my wings and learn new things. I want to explore something different. It would be hard for me, because I don’t accept criticisms in return, but I want to help myself to recognize that I have to broaden my horizon and look forward on my future. I know Heavenly Father has his plan for me. In God’s perfect time, I will inherit all the blessings, and he will pour out happiness to me.